today... fall asleep while eating breadfast.

went to sch,
first, my phua went scolding the class. firstly, those who didnt sign maths. next, the noticeboard community.

first period was music. kitty was screaming at the guys for being noisy and she herself's talking =.=''
said nananaa softly and nicole heard me =.='' besides. its shaarman they all who's talking... not the guys =.=

soon, mrs teo came and bring us up to the class.we were late by more than 15 mins... she must now had been too happy about it.
then, she started scolding us. second teacher to get angry.


got sucky marks for eng. 72/100. 3 more marks to A1 again =.=''

recess time... it was better than before. this time sean's not here. someone took over instead. got sick looking at her.

after that, geography. ms dimas looked angry when she came in.
then, when the lesson is almost over, she start scolding chong weng cuz he was standing somewhere else or something. then she went to scream at us all . 3rd teacher. saying if the next week, those who doesnt have homework, will have worst than hell =.='' and she whacks our class door.

art , mr wong didnt come so we pretty much had free time.

i went to adrian there and daydreamed.

after sch, stay back to help swuan yee and boon hock recycle the bottles.
waited more than 10 mins for that aunty to come.
no one to talk to... no one helping .. it sucks.

came home. played games... thought today couldn't get any worst.
then wei yan asked me if i want to play dota or not. didnt know cw they all are playing too .. right after i opened it, wei yan said "cw created it"

didnt see it..

went inside, got called noob by khaywee and pretty much everyone else. it sucked. i really shouldnt have start playing dota in the first place... this wouldnt have happened if i didnt ..

remembered about my last visit to the pool... with swuan yee they all

the drowning experience felt good somehow... it felt like a goodbye. if swuan yee didnt save me that time.. i should have been dead now... it also seems like the best way to die... i didnt feel pain.. it didnt hurt or anything..

sorry to those who i promised not to be emo... life just sucks.