Ellos, all, waaa so tired. today is pretty sucky, due to a lot of reason. it would have been even worst but at least there was some good stuff in the end anyways.

anyways , today first lesson was music, sean they all sing until very good sia. sounds like titanic my heart will go on or something =.= ok nvm exaggerating.

right, then the other lesson was pretty boring, i think i slept during chinese lesson. crap =.=

got our maths quiz back, i only got 5/10 T.T'' shittt

Recess time, WAS SUCKYYY. was suppose to do the class patrol with joy, apparently she was feeling unwell and didnt want to do too. But.. she didnt even want to tell me the reason. then, i also never bring pen or anything . ask joy they all and she kept yelling at me. she told me to remember them sia =.= say until so easy, you're not even the one doing and you're here yelling . can at least dun give me that face right ... freaking pissed off at that time. but i still hold my calm until i meet sean. but he also dun wan hear me explain. tell me go pass up the files. =.= ignored him and really felt like killing people that time. joy was still sitting at the stairs with all the girls without telling the in-charge anything at all. sean tell me she got asthma.. yea.. still can yell , give me that "=.=" face. sure.

ignored sean all the way till the end of school. but i still show the black long face =.= just couldnt show the fake smile .

im not asking for anyone's pity. besides , who will. people like chong weng will definitely say im whining or something. maybe i am, but i just wanna let out the feeling. keeping it inside is hard...

after school , ate tom yam for the first time and went to oasis with sean . booked a computer while sean readed some books. addy and pin ren's brother came too. surprisingly he still talks to me after finding me a extra , then sean came and hijack my com and start searching for resident evil and avp . then for some reason or another , he went to my blog, went to different links and start spamming =.=

after his done he just ditch me and went down to flirt with tiffany they all. but when i came, its still the same respond =.= tiffany's ._. face. qiu min ignoring, chantel too. aiman they all came too.

mr phua came but it seems like he didnt even notice me =.= geez. really felt like a extra again. went to the pond... stare at fishes... got sicked, went up to third floor, saw joy doing drills at npcc... lols push ups .. dont see you yelling for that.



came back , heard qiu min saying that hui fen hates me the most out of everyone in the class... dunno why, most likely thanks to sean for saying rubbish last time. nvm. dun wanna talk about him , later he comes and read or something.. i die =.=
got some sweets from asheera . sean went to take a lot of it. on the bus, felt a bit extra again... sean reading my sci book... sec 1 girls talking to nicholas.. me staring at the ceiling.. imagine fishes in pond again..

when we reached, we wasted like 40 mins doing nothing . it was boring, we didnt get any shirts, our food was apple pies. sean call them apple diapers. anyways, ate them, went to walk around. took some random pictures by su wai.

the performance was pretty nice, we kept watching them and stuff, scream until throat pain =.=
then got some cheerleaders , i go say "underwears" as a joke, then qiu min go say unsurprising =.= is that suppose to mean im a prevert? o.o''...

we ate fish burgers from burger king as there wasnt free mcdonalds for us there =.= our school was optional to come but mr chan mess up tho.
at least he tried anyways.

in the end , saw the fireworks. it was nicee, but i think i cracked my neck staring at them =.=

once again we got yelled by the teachers for coming in late. the last one got 20 push ups. forgot his name . ha. thats payback for pissing me off in sec 1.


on the bus again.. feel like a extra again.. told sean that 3 times but he ignored me and only say "will you stop saying that? by saying that you will feel extra" =.= well that basically means you find me annoying or something.. which means im extraaa waaa. went look at cars passing by... like how days pass by.. some cars are good, which are good days, some cars are bad which are bad days. but cars tend to have accidents... sooner or later i will have one too.

took the mrt back home.. thought bout today.. it sucked . amazing how other creatures can die so early , before having to suffer all this thing.



It takes a life time to fully grow a person.. it takes 1 minute to end it.