weee. im sick with some sore throat, fever bah bah. which means i dun need to go to sch on today and monday ^^

so yeah. these days staying at home playing game. was playing flat out 2 earilier just now. it was fun :D

i'll post some photos of the camp on this blog so that those who are lazy to go and see the camp blog can just see it here next time. lol

oh and one last thing. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH.



lol ps cant give anything to you so heres the photo of what was suppose to be sent but due to my stupid internet, it disconnected and you didnt recieve it =.=



some last few pictures took before sch ended :D



lol look at this photo, it contains evidence of swuan yee littering :P

yeah, after 4 days of hell and suffering its finally over!!!!
no more camp ^^

now , im down with fever and coughss. greattt. mosquitoes bite also =.=

the camp was horrible, only the third and fourth day was the best.

first day, was crap, the drinks are all diluted, the food are like fear factor? lol =.=''

the activities we did were height elements or something. which required us to do rock climbing, flying fox, etc.

most of it was fun, but i looked pathetic sometimes.. maybe i shouldn't have done any of them... people seem pretty bored by me =.='

the toilet is horriblee, its all rusted, dirty, muddy, shitty, filled with mosquitoes.

we have to pee there, shower there and also brush our teeths there. omg.

the bed, it was hard, wood. the floor was filled with sand =.=
compare the boys dorm to the girls dorm and you can tell the great difference.

second day, i cracked my specs while giving it to the trainer's bucket so i can go for the water activities which require us to slide down some slide into milo water which is mud water filled with shoes and crap. it was fun the first time, then i stupidly decided to go for round 2. which ends up me with my shoelace going loose and then spraining my ankle on the monkey bridge .
then, i continued going or it'll be freaking disgraceful. the slide itself was even worst. i went in, this time, didnt manage to get back on my feet as soon as possible. which was pathetic, climbing up with mud on your hand, and your enemy standing right infront , looking at how pathetic you are. the feeling is freaking horrible.

we also went for kayaking and rafting. the kayaking was fine, except the fact that im the only one with 1 star kayaking. the rafting was horrible, our GREAT LEADER COMMANDER GENERAL OF ARMY TOK JK wants to lead us. WOWWW. a U boat. which is actually a submarine. and it really did sink. cool huh? yeah.


in the end, we had a nightwalk, which is actually a blindman's trail.

it was horrible, it felt unorganized , and shitty. we kept banging onto trees =.= and we were forced, to sit down on sand, in the middle of the night and blindfolded with your specs inside your shirt. after that i got my first ant bite at the camp =.= they forced us to sit so fast that i havent even went back to my group. when the trainer approached me , he went laughing instead because i was sitting wrongly. and he helped me to tighten the blind fold. which is my shirt. and all i said was, its too tight, my ears cant hear . and GREAT LEADER COMMANDER GENERAL OF ARMY TOK JK have to start saying "SHUT UP". seriously like what the hell? after that he was the one whos complaining. look whos talking huh. a guy who is freaking scared of height and fucking bossy? i hope he went for the flying fox and tripped to fall to death. bitch ass .

third day, kept reminding myself, 1 more day. the first thing was the challange thing, which is like amazing race. it was crap. i was still eating breadfast and wanted to wash my cup. out of the sudden, the trainer starts yelling at us with that bossy attitude like the nightwalk. giving us the timing to sit on the sand once again. and i changed my pants again.

while there, waiting for them, i somehow coughed out blood , probably from the cheers? wonder how the cheer leaders manage to cheer so long.
Then, it was our GREAT LEADER COMMANDER GENERAL OF ARMY TOK JK leading us to the first station!!!! WOOHOOO. turns out, he mess up the map and decided to continue. As expected from our GREAT LEADER COMMANDER GENERAL OF ARMY TOK JK

the challange itself was ok, nothing that bad happened. me and boonhock actually betted whether or not GREAT LEADER COMMANDER GENERAL OF ARMY TOK JK will say shut up. we were right, he said shut up A LOT. :D
as expected.

and so, we went .

soon , he stopped going the front lines but still wanted to command us. so our GREAT LEADER COMMANDER GENERAL OF ARMY TOK JK decided to tell us to move faster, and suddenly slower and then faster!!! ITS FREAKING FUN OMG. yeah.

kitty, hurted her leg or something so we had to walk slower, germaine soon have some stomachache and so she had to fall out.

then, during one of the challange, called leap of faith, i screwed up. a few times. we were suppose to skip as a class with a oversized rope. i went leaping instead of jumping at first and our GREAT LEADER COMMANDER GENERAL OF ARMY TOK JK decided that i needed some lecturing and went COMMANDING about it.
oh well. i guess he is right this time. but i don't wanna be hearing it from someone who have some height paranoid and decides to make a submarine for a raft challange.. AND someone who tells you to shut up no matter what you say.

Yes this post is dedicated to you, GREAT LEADER COMMANDER GENERAL OF ARMY TOK JK. be happy im mentioning your name so many times :D. i don't do that often.

after the challange we went to sungei buloh or something, after we're there it started raining so we had to wait awhile. there we saw some lizards and stuff. i heard raymond was hunting crocodiles lol.

after everything, we went on a HUGEEE walk back to camp, on the way we were talking to mr phua at the back. along with , some other friends

it was a really long walk.

after reaching, i thought, oh finally dinner. then they wants us to gather for a briefting. then i accidently said something wrong. which i think pissed raymond off quite badly.. hoped he forgot about it by now. after all GREAT LEADER COMMANDER GENERAL OF ARMY TOK JK said it more than 7 times to khaywee for killing a earthworm with raymond behind him.

even after the briefing, we went cheering instead of eating. went to practice the cheer again. i think my ear drums are going to burst == nicole , even tho her voice are a bit sore now, went screaming next to me because of afiq and friends followed by GREAT LEADER COMMANDER GENERAL OF ARMY TOK JK , asyiqin. Cecelia's the only one who remained calm.

the banana cheer was funny tho. XD ONE BANANA TWO BANANA THREE BANANA *HEY*

during the campfire, the performance was funny, one actually went to reenact what happened during the lights off LOL. the bossy trainer went in to get all of them out and stuff... yeah it was funny lol.

when it was our time to perform, we all went and did what we were suppose to do, turns out in the end we have to sing along too =.=''

that part was a bit unorganized. but oh well

the dance battle of the marchos was the best LOL. jordan was dancing greatly but then suddenly the 2e7 guy went stripping LOL i was laughing the hell out lol. all the attention went to him instead XD.

yeah, it was funny, i had a great time lol . didnt expect it to be that funny and stuff.

next day, last day. cant wait to go home, after we were released from jail, i went directly to north point , bought sushi and raspberry milk stuff to eat and drink XD
finally lol

went home and all the aches and pains starts to come. soon, went sick with slight fever. went stuffing myself with panadol and stuff.

must not miss out of tmrw's pizza lol.

anyways thats it for now. lets hope GREAT LEADER COMMANDER GENERAL OF ARMY TOK JK is happy about this.

waaaa pissed off at the camp.
Long time since i posted tho, lots of things happened.

exam is finally over!!!! horrible marks are outtt. =.=''

pass all exams except chinese ... haiz. oh and music? lol

forgot the grades tho. damn it. hope i wont go 3E9.
i want 3e7 :O

these days went eating with friends, blah blah blah and stuff.

too much things happened tho , so im not gonna say everything that happened. instead i'll just post some of the photos inside my phone lol.

oh and monday. is the camp. which im fking pissed off at. the "list to bring" is freaking wrong. 5 tops and only 3 bottoms? wth o.o'' nah.

and im missing a lot of stuff at home. need to buy them and theres CCA tmrw. and my family is still screaming at me and stuff because of the cca and camp . wtf.

thursday went eating with adrian and swuan yee , first we went to see swuan yee swim tho, LOL
took his photos haha. but nah not gonna post it or people will think im gay lol =.=''
went to the japanese food shop again :O . once again saw familiar faces.
went home in the end.

these days at home, played games like call of duty, farcry , unreal tournament and stuff.

3 days ago computer was still under repaired by the aftermath of a virus attack =.= lost all data >< so sad.

ah . not much photo anyways =.= decided not to post em

omg. i totally screwed up the past few exams. maths.. the paper was freaking hard, didnt have enough time to do it. 3 questions not done OMG. if i fail... im bound to go to 3E9 .. or worst. then i'll probably meet some of my enemies there ..

chinese is pretty much sure fail already =.=

today. really thought i wouldn't screw up again. but i did. i did a freaking mistake that no one should make . for the essay questions i went to write in the answer for 2c for question 1c . holy crap.

in the end i was rushing to copy them out. didnt have enough time. wrote down "refer to previous page" before handing in to mr phua. i look like a moron in front of the class.. everyone's handing in and i still have to tie up the strings . i bet people are already thinking what to gossip about me. horrible day ... i bet im gonna screw up worst tmrw...

Grades for a student:
A = Average.
B= Bad
C= Crazily bad.
D=Death

then while going home i look pathatic again =.= surprisingly there was a long of familiar faces. and i look dumb infront of them. on the MRT people stare like im a freak. what the hell? omg. i cant believe i did such a stupid careless mistake for history. even people from 10,000BC can get it right.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i think im going mad.... 8 marks WAAAAAA

hello all, sorry for not blogging for like... 1 week? yeah . sorry to those who actually reads :P.

busy with exam, sick about life, yeah.
end of year is already here. this should be my last post before exam is over.

these few days have been ... horrible? Home econs lessons are shit, got a partner i cant get along with and with someone who is disturbing me while im doing stuff, plucking wires to other ppl's com... wtf. got pissed off. then that guy say wanna fight or not. you think fighting can solve every fucking thing ? i can't believe i pity someone so pathetic last year.. crying with a plastic bag underwear...

most of my test results are out, and they are horrible marks. geography ... 17.5/25 . which is terriblee.
History, 20/25. freaking low. lose to a lot of my friends...
english, just pass everything... i think i failed summary... omfg.
science.. about 12/25 or something. first time i fail science. i must suck in chemistry.
chinese... =.='' just passed letter writing, fail the paper by about 2 or 3 marks.
thats all i remember.

now must work extra hard for the eoy papers.. to prove im at least something...
I can't go 3E9.... not with yu xin...
i cant get into classes with my enemies too... or i'll have the same life im having like sec 1 and sec 2.

am i even living? i have been asking myself that .. seems like im just a observer that looks at people's life.. like im not living my life at all. why am i alive? why am i on this world? why do i have memories? why am i pereira? why even bother asking.
since theres no meaning of life why try so hard...
i really hope life is just a game and you can just end it without losing anything. what is death? what happens when experience it? do you go into a deep sleep? do you go to hell/ heaven? nah i dun believe in that.

yesterday, ms fan wasnt hurt or killed by the projector also. as the projector fell again. after school, kenna chopped by mr phua for copying maths homework and stuff. yeah its my fault.

life at home is the same everyday.. getting scream at by family members, staring at the computer. whats the point anyways.

mr phua was saying about studying so i can improve my life condition. who knows, you might die anytime. michael jackson was preparing for his concert and he didnt make it to preform in the end. and he was only 1 or 2 week short.

PW finally ended.. dun have to look at yu xin anymore. or she'll probably scream without knowing her facts anyways.

dunno why im typing in this emo tone .. sorry if you got depressed reading this. like swuan yee did lols.

what can i say? life is horrible.

pictures to remind me of the past few days.