hello all, sorry for not blogging for like... 1 week? yeah . sorry to those who actually reads :P.

busy with exam, sick about life, yeah.
end of year is already here. this should be my last post before exam is over.

these few days have been ... horrible? Home econs lessons are shit, got a partner i cant get along with and with someone who is disturbing me while im doing stuff, plucking wires to other ppl's com... wtf. got pissed off. then that guy say wanna fight or not. you think fighting can solve every fucking thing ? i can't believe i pity someone so pathetic last year.. crying with a plastic bag underwear...

most of my test results are out, and they are horrible marks. geography ... 17.5/25 . which is terriblee.
History, 20/25. freaking low. lose to a lot of my friends...
english, just pass everything... i think i failed summary... omfg.
science.. about 12/25 or something. first time i fail science. i must suck in chemistry.
chinese... =.='' just passed letter writing, fail the paper by about 2 or 3 marks.
thats all i remember.

now must work extra hard for the eoy papers.. to prove im at least something...
I can't go 3E9.... not with yu xin...
i cant get into classes with my enemies too... or i'll have the same life im having like sec 1 and sec 2.

am i even living? i have been asking myself that .. seems like im just a observer that looks at people's life.. like im not living my life at all. why am i alive? why am i on this world? why do i have memories? why am i pereira? why even bother asking.
since theres no meaning of life why try so hard...
i really hope life is just a game and you can just end it without losing anything. what is death? what happens when experience it? do you go into a deep sleep? do you go to hell/ heaven? nah i dun believe in that.

yesterday, ms fan wasnt hurt or killed by the projector also. as the projector fell again. after school, kenna chopped by mr phua for copying maths homework and stuff. yeah its my fault.

life at home is the same everyday.. getting scream at by family members, staring at the computer. whats the point anyways.

mr phua was saying about studying so i can improve my life condition. who knows, you might die anytime. michael jackson was preparing for his concert and he didnt make it to preform in the end. and he was only 1 or 2 week short.

PW finally ended.. dun have to look at yu xin anymore. or she'll probably scream without knowing her facts anyways.

dunno why im typing in this emo tone .. sorry if you got depressed reading this. like swuan yee did lols.

what can i say? life is horrible.

pictures to remind me of the past few days.