ah so im back from the camp yesterday.
gotta blog fast cuz im going batam tmrw. 3 days again. THE RUSH AND STRESS OMFG.

so anyways, lemme start off with the first day
got on the mrt with people staring at me cuz i looked like cop looking kid with a bunch of luggage
first i came to sch super early at about 6.44 or something to find that im the first one and i started to listen to some songs .

then came the sirs and everyone else. falled in and did the normal stuffs then i changed into my PT kit and we did some packing and grouping. at about 9 o clock we boarded the bus towards the harbor . i felt happy at first, i heard from kai yi that we are playing some amazing race game to determine which room we are getting. some rooms have aircons which are not working. which means there are aircon.

after that we went towards puala ubin . after reaching we went to the chalet . apparently they are still cleaning and so we had to sit on the dirty floor outside first.
i sprayed my mosquitoes repellent first.

then after all that we went for some singing and chirstian education as usual .

after that we went into the chalet which had no aircons , a tv with amazingly low signal and some windows with no mosquitoes net.

then we waited while they cooked the food.
after that, i ate it and it takes awful. i didnt eat the rice at all.

and then we were made to clean up. it was freaking disgusting.

after all that , we went to do the so called amazing race.
as i still cant ride on a bike, i helped to pedal while sir francis pedal infront on a 2 seater bike.

the bike was badly damaged and can hardly work.

anyways we still went and stuff.
got bit by mosquitoes 7 times.

after a few hours, we came in second place by a few seconds because we slowed down at a turn.
and so i was blamed for losing. whats the point anyways, in the end there isnt any freaking rewards anyways.

it was dinner, and there was a lot of cute doggies outside our chalet.

dinner tasted better but i lost my spoon and folk. i was freaking pissed and sir robert just comes and tell me about random stuff. omg?
i just fed the remaining food to the dogs anyways.

we did the cleaning again. it was awfully disgusting. and horrible.

after that we played some minigames . it was alright, after awhile they kept saying im acting cute and stuff like that. i dunno why too. even the sir told me that. so after that i stopped to talk. good thing i manage to not show my expressions.

in the end ,when we had to sleep, i had to sleep on the floor again. i wouldnt want to sleep at the bed anyways. its bound to have people disturbing me. then i waited for the toilet and stuff .

in the end i had a hard time sleeping because it was so freaking hot and people are still calling me up for no reasons or stupid reasons like , i need a pillow to hug or whatever.

in the end i managed to sleep.

second day.

woke up , knock the toilet and finds that someone is inside.
went to wait.
knock again and finds that someone's inside.
went to pack up
went in to brush awhile cause everyone else is just screaming and telling me to faster.

took my bottle and went to fall in. after that we went to do physical training as well as morning
exercise. it reminded me of the morning exercise during the prefect camp.
i hated it. and i thought renkai was the worst. this time it was the worst.

after that went back to the chalet for bread fast. i didnt had any, my spoon and plates are still missing. and i didnt want to clean up. so i didnt eat. instead, i went to pack up. and... turns out i still had to clean up.

i had to swept the floor and people are ordering me to clean here and there.
i was cleaning up an area when zhong ming told me to clean another. then he comes and tell me that area isnt clean yet why did i clean that instead. WTF ??? if you want me to clean up that area , can you like wait before you tell me to clean up the other instead?? omfg. then people are like ordering me to stop complaining.

kept reminding myself 1 more day after that.

after that we headed back to singapore main land. came too early and the bus isnt here yet so we just had a round of murderer while waiting.

after the bus arrived, we went back to school. 22 more hours.

after that , i think we went to pack up . then we had lunch.
it was alright. way better than puala ubin.

after that , we went for the recruitment day discussion thing.
bryan was freaking blur and distracted.
its so freaking hard to work with him.
royston helped me out even tho he was doing the games.
he helped out a lot.

after all that, we went to present our ideas and such. it was alright.

after that, we went for a game of handball.
it was fun.
then there was a game with Frisbee , it was a bit weird, i didnt know how to play most of it.

after that there was a second discussion for the recruitment day. i used it for the interview section.

it was horrible.

why are there so many unco-operative people ??
i wanted to take their interviews, so i started out with bernard . he was doing rubbish inside the interview.

in the end he did it better. but still he went to delete it anyways. i was frustrated.
then i went around asking who wanna do it.
non of them want to.

all the seniors are mostly doing the precession drills so i cant bother them. i went to ask sir arwen for some ideas , he told me to ask zhong ming, zhi han jerimy or whatever his name is, and lucris. if thats his name.

all of them are either busy or didnt wanna do it.

i went for jerimy and lucris first, they told me "you come up with this idea you do it first lah!"
fine. a leader must first perform before leading.

and so royston helped me interview. but after that, he never returned the camera to me.

im pissed. and he went to show the others the interview and played with the camera. when i went to ask for it back, he tells me "fuck off". im freaking pissed. so pissed i hope he dies.
then they just kept laughing.

i went out and saw bryan there. i went there and listened to some sad songs. they made me felt even worst.

then after deleting all the useless shots they took, i went in to ask whether i can interview yet.
jeremy tells me "why you come up with this stupid idea??" and tells me that twice.

im really pissed. i think i know why nicole's so pissed everytime being the class monitress.
i kept quiet and went out of the classroom. saw wei jian and he asked who got interviewed yet.
i told him whatever happened and got even worst and couldnt stand it, i walked away.

went to the usual spot i go to emo, scream about why all this are happening. didnt feel like doing this anymore.

went to the toilet and looked at the mirror. i looked freaking ugly .

in the end went back, saw them standing outside.

did the interview anyways.

19 more hours.

after all that, i went to transfer the videos into wei jian's laptop

the others are preparing the BBQ.

after that we just sat and watch fire burn and ashes fly

soon after, we get to eat the bbq. i ate about 4 satays. the stingray was freaking uncooked.
and zhi han wants me to eat it. i didnt, its not sushi.
however i knew something bad was gonna happen. before we can go, sir andrew and some guest did came. Sir andrew saw the water container was dirty and got all mad about it. i didnt knew whats gonna happen. i knew its gonna be horrible.

surprisingly, he letted the rest of us go. but i felt lousy after that . like as if its gonna be so easy.

after that we watched a movie. i enjoyed the potato chips. the movie was G force. it was alright.

after that we went for supper. which was more like the dinner. i had more satays and about 10 chicken wings.

after that, we went for the debrief and also its time to sleep.
i went packing up first . Kai yi was being an ass and took my sleeping bag to sleep when i said NO. i was really irritated again. why is there still selfish people. turns out his having a small fever. i hoped it was h1n1 so he would die. but not on my sleeping bag.

i wanted to find sir wei jian, but turns out he went to buy stuff, royston asked me why im looking for him and he tells me to stop whining. wtf?

the others didnt sleep, neither did i. i went to try and use the scooter again for about half an hour before i went to try and sleep.

i didnt manage to sleep . everyone was so freaking noisy, playing random games and shit.
i think it was about 3am before i manage to fall asleep. at about 6am or so, kai yi woke me up by sleeping on my bag again and rolling here and there.
Wished i could die in my sleep before i slept.

day 3.
when i woke up, we had to do some light PT . i felt horrible. hope everything can just end.
5 more hours.

we did the usual stuffs, in the end we received a goodie bag and i took a ride with sir robert to north point.

finally home. check out what i have been these 3 days and slept.

woke up, ate, play computer again, slept.

now i cant even play anymore, gotta go batam tmrw. waking at 5.30am.

wtf is wrong with my life.
this week's horrible.

I HOPE IT WILL ALL END.